I HATE this. Why does so much shit have to happen all at once?
Homework can go suck itself. I have never been invaded in my own privacy more than this homework has in my life. I think I am going to shoot myself in the face. Then at least I won't have to deal with it all. Ah well, this is what they call Hell Week.
Fuck, you. I do not understand. I do not care to understand. But you know what? I'm not going to act like some stupid little girl. I am going to be the mature one, for once. Some shit is just a fuck up, and there's nothing that can be done about it. If I try to make things better, I will just screw it over even more, so some things are best left not dealt with. Makes life easier, in a sense.
Why are you doing this? Is it to try and make me jealous or something? Because that's not the way to get me to like you, this just makes me mad. I do not deserve to be treated in that way. Just because I gave you this leeway doesn't mean you should push the envelope like this. Yet I do not want to be a shit disturber, so it is best left not dealt with as well, because you will just get defensive. Well, at least I noticed an improvement today and yesterday. Maybe someone told you how I feel, even though I DEFINITELY told them not to tell anyone. Trust issues are always inconvenient.
As for you, I am about over the edge. I simply do not know what to do anymore. I have tried everything. Everyone has tried to help me with this situation multiple times, but nothing ever works. I do not respect your superiority over me. In fact, I do not respect you at all. You do not deserve to be superior over me. You are the epitome of an authoritarian. That is not the kind of person you want to be. It will destroy my future, I hope you realize. Fucking fascist. Go die. Kthx.
To sum it up, I am rather PO'd at this point in time. Oh well. Things will blow over soon. Or I'll just learn to deal with it, like everything else.
Yeah your mom sucks lol
ReplyDeleteHAHAHA I love how you know who I'm talking about. One of them at least haha.
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