Vomit.

You make me sick. Just to look at you and your smiling face and how you pretend to care makes me want to throw up. The way you laugh and carry on like nothing ever happened. Everything you said to me near the end was a lie. It can't change that quickly. They had such an effect on you and your decisions. You listened anyway, even though you know they don't care about you. You said I was the only one who did. Now you've thrown me away. How can you expect me to respect you? You've changed so much I barely recognize you. You've turned into one of them, even though you said you would never become one. You said you didn't need all that. You didn't need it to have fun. There was more important things. Clearly your mind has changed.
I don't need you. There are far better people to spend my time with, who truly care. Who take time out of their schedules just to be with me. People who's love will never change for me. Yours did drastically. And I have to live with that every day. But I've moved on now. You're a single memory I've pushed to the back of my head. I feel numb towards you. I can't feel you there. Your stare in the hallways; I look away as if you're just another face in a sea of faces. You once ripped my heart out, but now the pain is nothing more than a single drop of blood that needs to be wiped up.

Numb.