Let downs are always fun...

It's not even that big of a deal, but sometimes you bug me. I get the vibe that you don't really care as much about me as you think you do. I feel like you only care about me when you want to...the rest of the time you just let me deal with it myself or you figure someone else will so you don't have to. In fact, it's not even about dealing with it. It's about making me feel like I'm cared for, and you obviously don't give a flying fuck about that. It's like, just because I've been lenient with this whole situation gives you the right to abuse it. That shouldn't be the way it is. That's not what I set myself up for. I know you're more intelligent than that.