So, I am supposed to be working on my biology right now in class. But hell, it's sometimes fun to be a rebel. C'mon you all know I'm right. I wish I wasn't such a procrastinator, it really sucks. I have so much stuff due in the next few days, and I've barely started any of it. I wish I could just sit down and do my homework without trouble and without being distracted, but that never happens. I'll worry about that later.
I feel a rant coming on.
You make my life miserable. Why do you do this to me? You can see that I'm unhappy, I don't understand why you can't just realize what you're doing and stop before things get even more out of hand than they already are. You just carry on regardless, not even considering how I feel about anything. It's like my feelings are nonexistant to you. Put down after put down I have to put up with. When I do something drastic to try and change the way you behave toward me, it gets better at first, then we're back to square one again. It's just one big vicious circle. What annoys me the most is how you try and tell me everything is my fault. And how you tell everyone you meet what a bitch I am. It is extremely unfair. You bring things up from the past out of the blue that you know will upset me, just to get a kick out of it. You laugh at me. You look for ways to make me upset and angry. Although you always manage to turn it around so it's my fault. So I'm the one to blame. And I am sick of it. You have no friends, I wonder why. I wish we got along better, I really do. You make that impossible. There is no way I will ever get along with you if you carry on the way you are. You wonder why I don't spend more time with you, it's because I can't stand being around you. I can't stand being in one constant battle with you. It kills me. You are slowly killing me. My pride, my soul, my self-esteem. You just want to flush it all down the toilet. Thanks for that. Thank you very much.
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