Oh Jeez.

Why do I dig myself a hole? It's bad, but I can't help it. I like the warm and fuzzy feeling it gives me. I didn't really want it to be like this but it looks like this is the way it's going. I like it. Yet I don't. WHY IS THIS SO CONFUSING? Why does being a teenager have to be so frustrating? I wish it didn't happen at this time. Uuuuugghhh. I am going to end up doing something bad. But I can't stop myself! Argh, I'm stupid. Stupid, stupid. Dumb and reckless. Spontaneous at the wrong times. This hole is just getting deeper by the minute. I ain't gonna be able to get myself out if I keep a diggin'.